In August, my Father will have been gone from my life for 4 years. Sometimes, I am okay...at others, I am so heartbroken. I so wanted my Father to see Tyler become a Trooper, he would have been so proud. I found myself talking to him today, telling him the news! It has been since my Father passed away that I have created art, I have dabbled but nothing real. The last real book layout I had done was for my Father, after he left me. I am ready to start creating art again, I think he would want me to.